Cosmic panic is a pivotal experience for human. It’s a frequent feeling accompanying incidents caused by emotional contact with nature, art, music etc. It can come i.e. in meditation or during psychedelic session. Integration of this feeling is necessary to cross the abyss of the mind and to stop being helpless against the stream of life. Meditative shots and a spoken word based on Zapffe’s essay open the door of consciousness and help to accept that we are only visitants in this jungle of blind mutations.


VENUS embodies sex, love, beauty, enticement, seduction, and persuasive female charm among the community of immortal gods. In myth, Venus-Aphrodite was born of sea-foam. Roman theology presents Venus as the yielding, watery female principle, essential to the generation and balance of life. She is essentially assimilative and benign, and embraces several otherwise quite disparate functions. She can give military victory, sexual success, good fortune and prosperity. In one context, she is a goddess of prostitutes; in another, she turns the hearts of men and women from sexual vice to virtue.

Abstract and fleeting video sound installation based on a track by Zenial from his solo performance at Swedish Energies 5. Festival organized by EMS & Issue Project Room / St.Vitus New York, December 5. 2015. Final mix and editing: Rockaway Park NYC, August 2015.
Music by Zenial / New York 2016 / zenial.pl
Video by Joanna John / Senja 2016 / joannajohn.com
Cover and design by Sebastian Buczek / altanovapress.com
Mastered by Patryk Gęgniewicz